Prabhupada’s Teachings are Not Like a Computer
One can start with any thought and soon connect to a teaching by Srila Prabhupada. This makes us aware that we are always in the shelter of Srila Prabhupada. But it is not enough to know what Prabhupada said on many subjects, and to be able to bring them up like an index or computer. It has to be done with the devotion of a disciple. If we are expert at recalling instructions by Prabhupada in order to sanction our sense gratification, this is not a high order of Prabhupada-thought. Neither can that kind of following of Srila Prabhupada last for very long; it will leave us open to a falldown.
“. . . The practice of sense gratification under regulations may also lead one to go astray—as much as there is always the chance of an accident, even on the royal roads… therefore any attachment for regulated sense enjoyment must also be avoided by all means. But attachment to Krishna consciousness, or acting in the loving service of Krishna, detaches one from all kinds of sensory activities. Therefore, no one should try to be detached from Krishna consciousness at any stage of life.” (Bg. 3.34, purport)
The vital element in thinking of Prabhupada is the spirit for rendering service. Srila Prabhupada has explained this while describing the difference between the santa and dasya rasa with the Supreme Lord. If a person discovers that he has an intimate relationship with a great man of this world, this will make one happy. Similarly, when we understand that we have a relationship with Krishna, that is a sublime meditation. A more advanced and grateful person, however, will want to go forward and ask the great personality whether he can render some service in his cause.
Srila Prabhupada said the only question he asked of Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura was, “How can I serve you?” This is certainly better than seeking out the presence of the guru in order to get sanction for our own desires. If we can regularly think, “How can I serve you?” then we will be in the higher state of Prabhupada remembrance. If we are entangled or unable to serve Prabhupada as much as we know we should, still we should think of rendering service to him. Even the thinking will be accepted as favorable. Whatever we are actually able to render as service should be done with devotion. Srila Prabhupada said (describing the attitude of a pure devotee of the Lord), “‘Kindly accept whatever little service I can give.’ In this way be humble and offer your feeling, and Krishna will be satisfied.”